Day 5

Day 5 03/09/12

I finally ate today. A rather big meal actually... A half a chicken breast, some eggs and toast around 4:00 PM. That and a banana around 7:00 PM.

I didn't feel good so I walked around outside for an hour and a half. Got back in at 8:30, unpacked, and did laundry.

I found more of your stuff as I unpacked. Seeing it made me so lonely... Your Valentine's card is on my wall now, so I stop carrying it everywhere. The lighter you gave me is hung up there too...

Couldn't sleep so I went all out on a music mix... I finished the song for you and Youtube-d the rest of the evening away.

Two songs stuck inside my head.
Black Keys: The Only One
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QnEgHEEo21o

and...

Nell: It's OK
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BOBvmLNnACM

The second music video made me cry like a baby.
The way the girl in the MV sees memories of her love everywhere, it's exactly the same as how I am right now.

I'm so tired. I'm finally going back to a more normal sleep cycle. Since I'm sleeping now, I'll be waking up around 9:00 AM to 10:00 AM tomorrow. Time to go see the Doc again, and maybe hit the gym afterwards.

Gotta go now Ruthe. I hope you're having sweet dreams.

You'll be in mine.